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[15 Feb 2004|02:59pm] |
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Talked to Chris(2 exs ago) until about 11 last night. Then my cell went dead and I couldnt get a hold of the home phone. So this morning I check my messages on my cell and theres 4 from Chris. They all basically say, I miss you, I love you, Im lonely, like me and call me back, etc. He's so sweet. We both made it clear that we both love eachother but he just doesnt want to be tied down right now and he just wants to be there for me since Im really emotional right now for non-enclosed reasons. I honestly dont know what I would do without him. Next year he'll be off to a different school(cus theres a school for 9th-10th and then another one for 11th-12th right across the street) but it will still suck. Oh well. Ill live. Maybe. Stephen(bf) is being an ass right now. Saying I get pissed at him for little things which isnt the truth. He went to the V-day formal by himself and told me he didnt dance with anyone and then yesterday he tells me he danced with a bunch of chicks and Katie(best friend) tells me that he made out with this whore and Audrey(friend) said the same thing and Kenny(Katie's boyfriend) suspected it. BLAH.
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[14 Feb 2004|05:18pm] |
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Hey there, Im Shawna. Im a punk-rocker just looking for some fun. Im very outgoing but emotional sometimes so beware. Im very easy to get along with, and um, thats it. :D I got a few terms.
[x] Comment, wait to be added, then add me back.
[x] If you never update or comment, dont bother.
[x] Dont start drama in my journal.
Yup, thats it. Enjoy.
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